Online dating apps are very
common to everyone either you’re a hetero or a homo. I spend lots of time using
different gay dating apps to find someone I would like to chat with, friend
with, relationship with or even hook up with. It’s been many years I have been doing
this. And yes, many guys I met up because of these different apps. Because of
these apps, I had tried an online relationship, I felt like it’s real but the
only different was the person wasn’t in person. I thought once was enough but I
did it twice. My first online relationship was lasted for 6 months and the
second one was for 7 months. I was a bit serious in these relationships but of
course, it didn’t work out cuz it was just an online world. Aside from the
relationship I had tried, I had some hook ups with someone, and some of them
became my friends. I’m not actually into sex date but this thing can’t be
avoided, everyone I’m sure can relate to this.
The first app I tried to use is
Camfrog (CF), this is the app that I found my second real (in person) gay relationship
though it lasted for just 3 months after my more than 2 years serious
relationship. The second one is the Planet Romeo, this is the app I found my
first online distant relationship. I was into him, I cared for him and he did the
same, in fact he still waiting for me ‘til now but I don’t know the feeling is
gone in my part. It was a good first online experience so it’s memorable to me.
The next is Grindr and Hornet, these apps, I had some real dates and hook ups
and two of them became my friends ‘til now. These two people, I really like
them. We did couple of dates and nothing happened to us though we had some
thought of it but it’s just ‘til there. Then, I tried Blued, I have been using
this app for more than a year now and this is the app I found my second online
distant relationship and it lasted for 7 months though we haven’t had a closure
but I guess it’s done. I don’t know what happened but we just stopped
contacting each other.
I’m still using these apps but
not that much. Right now, I’m into Fuzz. This app is just more than 2 months
since I’m using it. This is the first app that I livestream myself and has got enough
gifts from viewers that’s why I’m into it. Since then I had my online
relationships, I haven’t started to have relationship again for more than a
year now. I don’t know when is my next sincere relationship to someone, I guess
I just go with the flow of this life. After all I conclude, real and sincere relationship
is so hard to have. Mostly I observed that many of us just fall into these two outcomes,
either you may like the person but that person is not into you or that person
may like you but you like someone else. Life is full of opposites, conflicts
and contradictions. It takes time to have in the same line. So, it’s better to
go with the flow of this life and whatever will be, will be. I do believe now
that you can’t hold or change your future. Everyone has future intended for
them in this life and all we have to do is to play this role in this life.
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