I’ve been using gay apps for
many years to chat and if possible for meet ups. I have realized these reasons
of mine. I have chatted with many guys and some of them I have met already
either for a date or just for a plain hook up. Most of the gays are doing of what
I’m doing I guess. In my experience with those gay communication apps, I have
always encountered with this question of what are you looking for? Majority of
the answer is I wanna have a chat/ a friend then let’s see what will happen. So
what might happen may be a chat/call conversation, then a meet up for a date or
for some is a casual sex (fun) and after that if you’re into each other then
maybe a relationship.
When I was first asked by this
question while chatting to a guy, I paused for a moment and I was hesitated to
answer cuz I don’t know exactly the reason why. But I realized afterwards that
it was just a plain searching for cute and hot guys then chat with them. At some
point, I have the interest to meet some of them in person. I was afraid back
then but it was actually ok after meeting them. What are you looking for? Everyone
is looking for cute and hot guys, isn’t it? The good thing is everyone has that
cute and lovable thing; it does just depend if the person you’re chatting with
has seen that in you.
The thing I mentioned above
is the common thing in gay communication apps. I have realized most of those common
reasons of what I’m looking for. I have had a fun chat, call, and even video
cam with them. I have met some of them for dates and hook ups. I have had a
relationship with the few of them. But these things never lasted for a long
time. Right now, there is that thing I’m longing for but I don’t know yet of what
it is exactly. That’s why I am asking myself again of what really am I looking
for? I have experienced those things I mentioned above and I feel like it’s a
waste though I know it’s part of my experiences to learn.
What am I looking for? Right
now, there is that thing in my heart but I don’t know what it is yet. I don’t know
if I can find it using those gay apps but I wanna try again. How about you?
What are you looking for?
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