Infatuation love is part of
our lives. It plays as our inspiration especially if that someone we like is at
our school/classroom/close to us. There were many guys I like when I was still a
student and even until now. Well, I had the best thing ever happened in my
life. It happened when I started my college years. I enrolled in education
program in a community college because it’s cheap. I don’t find it as a standard
school because I would like to study in a big university but since my family
doesn’t have enough money so I ended studying in a community college (only
later, I appreciate the quality and standard of the school).
My family is a market
vendor. We have a farm but it doesn’t give much to support our studies and the basic
needs every day. I help my parents to sell fruits at the public market starting
when I was in Grade 7 until 1st year college. In fact, I doubled my
time during my 1st year in college because the tuition fee is big. So,
I sell fruits during daytime and study at night time. I have told myself to
study hard since this time is for the sake of my future.
During the first semester, I
was in section C and the elementary education department has 3 sections (A, B
and C). The first month, I knew my classmates from section C but only few from
sections A and B. I have noticed some of the cute guys in my section but I’m
not that into them until one day. The girls from my section were screaming
because the cutest guy from section A passed by in our section and I peeped
from the window. I was hit by his cuteness, it’s my first time seeing him and
indeed he was the cutest guy in our department.
From that time on, I can’t
help myself thinking of him, I imagined many events in my mind of how we meet
and get his heart and finally making love. I felt like crazy back then and he really
became my inspiration to go to school even I’m sick because I just wanted to
see him. Some of our professors were the same since we were in the same
department and our professors update us with the result of the exam or long
quiz and sometimes, we asked the result from other sections, so we knew who
excelled in every section and I am one of them from section C. He didn’t know
me until the 1st semester closed and all I can do was thinking of
him.
I was so happy during the 2nd
Semester because we were in the same section (A). The education department had few guys, few
gays and many girls. In our batch, we were around hundred plus and around 20
guys including gays. But my happiness was just until 3 days because he
transferred to section C. His friends were there. But then I was happy again
because one of my close friends from high school transferred to my school so we
went together during vacant time. One night, while we were talking with my
close girl friend, we were talking about our crush at school then I told her
how deeply I am in love with that guy in our department. Only her knew about it
and no one from my section until the second semester ended.
My family cannot pay my
tuition fee for the next school year. So, I decided to work and study. A gay
couple hired me for household chores work. I stayed in their house and studied
at night time. So, I was a working student starting the 2nd year of
my college years.
During the 1st
day of 1st semester (2nd year college), I was so upset
because I was the only guy in my section. But during the 2nd day, I
was surprised even my other classmates because the cutest guy in our department
went inside our section and looking for a seat. I knew that time he was in our
section but in my mind, he might transfer again where his friends are. During
the first period, he was sitting at the back of the classroom. I guess, he
noticed, we were the only two guys in the classroom. After our professor went
out, the class started talking with each other until one of our religious
classmates told us that we are going to form a religious club and anyone can
join regardless of our religious background. I came from religious family, 5 of
my father’s brothers were pastors and my father was deacon at the church and
I’m pretty knowledgeable of the Bible and in fact I have memorized many verses.
I have realized that he was
actually a Christian and he told us, he was a new Christian. That time, four of
us circled together talked something about our beliefs, we all shared together
but I shared a lot because I memorized many verses. When the next professor
entered the classroom, he asked me to sit beside me and I was dying of
happiness deep in my heart. That week, he was forced by his friends to transfer
so that if there’s activity in their fraternity, he can join anytime. But thank
God, he didn’t transfer. That was the start of my everyday happiness. I felt
like the school was heaven because the guy sitting beside me was the cutest guy
in our department and I’m totally in love with him.
To be continued………
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